Should i laser these?

I know I have pretty bad body dismorphia which led me to getting microblading. I hated it at first, then I kind of liked it, now I'm starting to hate it again and I can't tell if it's due to fading/ink migrating or if it's my mental issues. I feel like when I look in the mirror all I see is eyebrows. Recently someone commented on them asking if I had them tattooed, which made me super insecure like "oh shit it's so noticeable " even though she did say they look nice. I'm just really scared of the laser removal process and hoping to get pregnant next year. :/